Monday, December 28, 2015

First Day of Work- So Not Like the First Day of School Excitement

12/28- First day back to work- Yay me. 
My nipple is still black- I'm guessing that the Neosporin thing I read online isn't really a thing- but it was worth a shot. What's a little triple antibiotic ointment going to do to save a dead nipple- but I'll keep slathering that stuff on there. 
Tomorrow will be more informative when I see the plastic surgeon.  
It's been less than a week and I am already sick of being "sick" I hate not being able to just move things along- if these dumb drains were out I'd be a happy camper. 
The expanders are hard and sore and I'm not looking forward to going through them filling them but it's going to be worth it in the end so I can at least feel somewhat normal - I still can't even bring myself to really look at myself - harsh I know.
The biggest thing on my mind right now- I'm Cancer Free - I'm feeling better than I expected but what will Pep think and feel towards me. They say that it's a normal thing to deal with but still hard to face

3 comments:

  1. AGP: love your mix of straightforwardness and humor. keep on rockin'! -- d

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  2. Pip will love u no matter what, your a beautiful strong woman inside and out! I was not aware u were sick, but I am glad you are better. Take it one step at a time chica. U will prevail..

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  3. Pip will love u no matter what, your a beautiful strong woman inside and out! I was not aware u were sick, but I am glad you are better. Take it one step at a time chica. U will prevail..

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